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Tue, 31 Jul 2007 21:31:13 GMT

i hate when youre behind a person driving and that person has their turn signal on and doesnt even know it

hmmm

Mon, 02 Jul 2007 12:08:07 GMT

good friends are the ones that slap you in the face and tell you that youre being stupid

Monday, June 11, 2007

Mon, 11 Jun 2007 14:20:46 GMT

im at the beach....next to blake. were just chillin in oc md. its pretty sweet. my first vacation without supervision. there are so many crazy people down here. right now im just chillin in the condo moochin off of someone elses internet. life is good. so yeah. im gonna go now.

later

sleep

Mon, 07 May 2007 09:53:05 GMT

this didnt even feel like a weekend. friday was our school band concert, and saturday was prom followed by post prom. after that i just went to chruch and slept for not even an hour on the pew. but yeah it was good to sleep once i got home. sorry that i couldnt hang out with you guys. the end

thank goodness im graduating

Mon, 23 Apr 2007 21:40:11 GMT

i have so little school left. yay. unfortunately it is more crazy. i have to have my senior project portfolio done by like monday. ahhhh. so yeah. lifes been goood. just going with it and having fun. other than taht im waiting to get my acceptance letter from cfni so i can buy a mac. and other than all of that, thats all i have.

hey there

Wed, 11 Apr 2007 09:20:54 GMT

ok so..im just about ready to leave my house. for those of you that dont know, im visiting texas for a few days. thats all i have to say. leave me lots of love...

do it

Wed, 28 Mar 2007 20:35:18 GMT

i love music. cept country that is. anywho. i was just sitting in music theory today learing about the usual. ya know. composition of chords. inversions. resolutions. rules of composing. anywho.

a person is a lot like a note. it has a special sound. its in its special place on the staff. it has a job. each note is unique. some sound high or low or bright or dark. some are just wierd. but all are there for a reason. each makes music amazing

if its wasnt there, it just wouldnt sound right. something would be missing. it would not be what the Composer had planned. it might still be ok but not great.

so find your spot in the chord. use what you have been given. your gifts. your attitude. use it all. get into your spot and make the world beautiful.

mondays are depressing

Mon, 26 Mar 2007 21:19:29 GMT

did you know that more people take their life on a monday than any other day. not that i was thinkin about it. its just a monday so i thought you should know. school was the usual and everything was the same, but stuff felt different. ive been doing somethinkin. its hard to type it out so i wont. the end. i guess im just a little emo. ha. well i guess i have to live up to my name at school. so here...

What a time it was
Was befriended and was a friend
For the longest while
You were here
And I never knew you from the sun

Snow is on the ground
This is not my landscape now
Where I find myself
Without you
Oh I never knew you from the sun

Oh I had a friend
I had a friend I loved
Now I walk for miles
Into dark forests of piano sounds
I'm lost

Deep into my sleeve
Deep in my sleeves
Pockets start where I always reach
You are there
Oh I never knew you from the sun

Never, never knew you from the sun

death

Tue, 13 Mar 2007 00:26:42 GMT

um so i went to a funeral. it was my bisabuela (greatgrandmother). i didnt know her that well. i do know that she was kind and hardworking.

a ton of people came to the viewing. there were the usual crying people and the like. people with compassion.

it got me thinking about myself. i know i didnt have a close relationship with her, but im not really talking about her. overall, do i have compassion? i care about my friends, but do i care about the people that are not? im sorta negative and critical. does that mean im not compassionate? i do want to help people. i like listening to people and trying to do my best and encourage them. but sometime i dont care. i know thats a terrible thing to say but sometimes you feel the same

Jesus cared for everyone even the ones that ticked him off or hated him.

that crazy hard to do

where am i going with this.

beats me.

i just thought id let you know.

whew im beat

Mon, 05 Mar 2007 19:59:34 GMT

is anyone else sick? this is crazy. im just starting to get better but im still crazy tired. anywho, i had a fun weekend but im expecting this week at school to be just the opposite. english is a killer. oh yeah im calling it right now. this is my prediction. im not sure about today but i think its gonna snow on wednesday. if it does im calling an early dismissal on wed and no school on thurs. im not saying that im right im just taking a stab in the dark and hoping im right. the end